when there

was you & me

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
That's coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
And once upon a song

Now I know you're not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Because I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

it's been a while. i forgot it even existed.
boredom sure makes the mind wander far.

sometimes the things you want to forget
you can't forget.
the mind works so mysteriously
in that sense.
& the things you know you could have,
the ones that are so reachable...
the ones you can get a grasp of...
as close as it may be to you...
are untouchable when priorities are in the way.

"Before you...my life was like a moonless night.  Very dark, but there were stars -- points of light & reason.  ..And then you shot across my sky like a meteor.  Suddently everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went balck.  Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blided by the light.  I couldn't see the stars anymore.  And there was no more reason for anything"

edward cullen.

  once upon a time...

& they lived happily ever after